And that's all I'm going to say

As know you, the last um, year (?) of my life has been a bit of a nightmare. A wild ride. A "you can't make this up" type situation, followed by something much the same. And in some cases, even worse.

It hasn't always been fun--despite what reading my blog might tell you (honestly, do you want to read a blog where I tell you I didn't get out of bed yesterday and haven't shaved my legs in two weeks? Didn't think so. So, I tell you about the good stuff, because that is just more fun. And yes, at times I share the bad, but, I don't need to be a constant Debbie Downer)--but, it's my life. Mine. I don't claim to be perfect, I don't claim to have not made mistakes. Oh heck no!! I'm living my life and messing up and learning along the way. For me.

The last few weeks have been especially hard for varying reasons. Things were said, things happened, things were learned--it all was very, very hard on me. Lots of tears. Lots of emotions. Lots of FEELINGS.

And this is all I really want to say to "those people", but, of course I can't. Because I am a giant chicken.

Instead I cry because that's all I can do. And, I just hope and pray that we as a people can cease judgement and guilt on one another, that we can actually live the values we preach and live a life of love. 

That's all I'm trying for. 

Each and every day. 

xoxox with love--lots and lots of love,
Shabbs