Time where I get all reflective and moody and
blah--because it's almost my birthday.
Remember when you were a kid and you couldn't wait for your birthday and your cake and OH MY GOD, PRESENTS?! Well, let me tell you, after age 21, that is
gone. And honestly? I don't handle getting older very well. Like, at all.
I didn't accomplish ohhh, 80% of the stuff
I said I wanted to do by my next birthday, but, you know what? I'm ok with that. A little bummed, but, ok. Even still, I've had a kick ass year.
I went to St. Louis to visit my bestie (ahem, who is
PREGNANT BY THE WAY! I have this whole fantasy all worked out that when Baby Mac is here and I can tell him/her all about the time we went to NYC when mama was pregnant and OMG
so excited!)
Spent many a long work day laughing and judging people with
the BFF.
The husband finally got a job.
I had
an amazing weekend in Boston with some of my favorite people
ever.
Went to a Renaissance Faire.
Welcomed my
baby brother home on his leave for R&R.
Spent
four wonderful days in NYC with my sister and nieces where my
youngest niece fell in love with The Phantom of The Opera--just as her mother and I had done years ago.
Enjoyed some time
in the mountains with my family.
Owned up about my stuggle to have a baby.
Showed y'all the
tacky home decor that my
BFF and I exchange.
Went to London where I fell in love with
Les Mis all over again and saw
THE DRESS.
Ran a
marathon relay in Maine with my separated at birth sisters,
Sarah and
Danielle.
Found a theme song.
Etc, etc.
There was a lot in this last year that wasn't so great, to be honest. The husbands unemployment was a huge challenge for us. I spent a great deal of time traveling for work, and even more time being sick and beaten down. But, we got through it.
So, while this year hasn't been the year I dreamt it would be, I will look back in it as one of the
hardest but also one of the
best years of my life. I owe that to my friends and my family--who love me when I'm a bitch, and take care of me when I need it. Thank you.
I don't know what this next year holds, but, I
do know that I will be celebrating in style with
Sara in NYC, I'll be running a marathon in Madrid with
Christy, I'll welcome home
my baby sister in April, and I'll travel to Montreal in May to see my niece dance.
I couldn't ask for anything more.
Well, except a trip back to London to see Ramin Karimloo in Les Mis. Or, Hugh Jackman agreeing to marry me. Or a home in the English countryside. Maybe an island?
But, other than that,
nothing ;)
So, as we approach Thanksgiving and
my birthday, I have
so much to be grateful for. I hope you do too. I hope you know, each and every person reading this, that I am thankful for
you--truly.
Thank you for giving me this little space on the interwebs and for your sweet comments, kind emails and amazing friendship.
xoxo